| ive lost my ways |
[Mar. 28th, 2009|11:06 pm] |
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i once heard someone say if you cant beat them, try harder. ive been trying with my dumb ass of a boyfriend for 3 years. today. he has not called me cause i caught him, behind my back doing something he has done before. the truth of the matter, people do not change. they just get worst. once they lie they always lie.
now i had a great date with my son and his friend tonight at the movies. but i still could not get my mind off the fact that stupid son of a bitch would want to fuck things up. now the day is gone and its almost the next day. and still nothing. i stand my ground and put my head up high.
im a good person. i know im not perfect. at least i can say that about myself. own up to my mistakes.
happy 3 years to someone, its just not me.
this is the last of this topic. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2007|04:28 pm] |
I leave for Fort Myers, FL on Nov.9, 2007. This is my first plane ride and my first time ever going to FL.
The count down has started.
Scared!
sg |
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[Oct. 16th, 2007|08:44 pm] |
Bored
I cant' afford
A skateboard.
I can't afford
An Outboard.
I can't afford
A surfboard.
All I can afford
Is a board.
Standing is Stupid
Standing is Stupid,
Crawling's a curse,
Skipping is silly,
Walking is worse.
Hopping is hopeless,
Jumping's a chore,
Sitting is senseless,
Leaning's a bore.
Running's ridiculous,
Jogging's insane-
Guess I'll go upstairs and
Lie down again.
Both By: Shel Silverstein
The best ever.
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| Why? |
[Oct. 16th, 2007|07:59 pm] |
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To let something/one go is one of the hardest things you will ever have to do. The fear of missing something in the chances you might just one day find happiness in something/one else is scary. To want to walk away yet hold ground to see if something breaks and fixed it. To go to an others arms for some kind of solid ground only to find out you are falling harder then you were before. I could come up with a million of these crazy analogies, and only come to one point.
Run only from the things in life that you think that its the only thing you can think about.
So much. Many choices.So many people. Many ways.
Don't blind yourself. Open your mind. Speak your mind. Express your way of life. Don't be stuck on the same thing for 5+ years and call it real.
I'm going off is because I sick of my friends saying "I love him, and things will change." If it hasn't changed by now it never will. Damage has been done and the past will NEVER CHANGE! Please give up on what is not real. I will be the first person to understand, change is hard. But it can also be the greatest thing ever. Look around you, open your eyes and see that life can be life and maybe even better if you just left the past where it is. There. I know it seem like I'm putting my nose some where to doesn't belong, but if anyone knows me I will put my 2 cents any time I can. You know I'm blunt.
Girls in my life, if you ever read this. We don't need shitty fucking men in our life's. We have the world by its dick & balls. We have the pussy, and we can live without the dick, but the man can not live without the pussy.
Now that I have decided to go that way, I'm done. The girls in my world can do as they please. But the next time that SOB sends you packing, don't come crying to me cause I don't want to hear it. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. NO MORE FOOL HERE BITCHES! |
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| Why, why,why????? |
[Aug. 25th, 2007|12:23 am] |
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Why is it when people fuck up they try to turn things around on you like its your fault? Why can't people stand up and take blame for on their own? Why?
sarah |
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| My birthday was just fine till.... |
[Feb. 2nd, 2007|01:32 pm] |
Well I get to school, my friends gave me a big singing balloon, and some bath stuff, people gave me cards and stuff. It was all really great till...
1) I get home to get a dozen roses from my ex-boyfriend who broke my heart more than once.
2) My mother decided to pre-drink before going out to dinner so she was half in the bag by the time she got to my house.
3) Instead of eating, my mother decided to sit and drink straight vodka and get totally hammered, fall out out her chair on her ass in front of half of the restaurant.
4) My sister had this great idea to take some zanax, drink, smoke some pot, and by time she got back to house she was shit faced.
5) My boyfriend didn't get me anything for my birthday. Not even a card.
As you can see, about half of my birthday was good.
sarah |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|01:15 pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! |
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| what the hell |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|02:29 pm] |
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Why do people make big deals out of thing and than never do them? Why say you are going to do something and not do it?
sarah |
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| It's amazing |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|02:19 pm] |
It's amazing how letting go of red meat, and eating more veggies and fruits and a work out plan how fast weight can fall off. On January 4, 2007 I started to work out and eat better and today I have lost 15 pounds. I feel better and look better. It's great.
sarah |
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| Be on the watch for the graduation party! |
[Jan. 17th, 2007|03:51 pm] |
I just found out today that all of the information for my graduation will be coming to me any day. So I will be soon posting my graduation party date! Keep eyes open! This information made my day.
sarah
P.S. Sneak and Denis B. I know you both don't live here, but you will be here with me in every drink I get down! Sneak with my shades on :) |
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| Santa is way cooler now! |
[Dec. 21st, 2006|03:34 pm] |
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Out side smoking a cig at school, I look out on Gratiot what do I see?
Santa on a motorcycle!
Santa is way cooler now than when I was I kid!
-sarah- |
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| Just soem silly stuff I found being bored at school. |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|02:46 pm] |
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• In Clawson, Mich., there is a law that makes it LEGAL for a farmer to sleep with his pigs,cows,horses, goats, and chickens. (Clawson)
• In Detroit, couples are banned from making love in an automobile unless the act takes place while the vehicle is parked on the couple's own property.
• In Michigan, a woman isn't allowed to cut her own hair without her husband's permission.
• Any person over the age of 12 may have a license for a handgun as long as he/she has not been convicted of a felony.
• It is illegal to kill a dog using a decompression chamber.
• Couples are banned from making love in a automobile unless the act takes place while the vehicle is parked on the couple’s own property. (Detroit)
• Willfully destroying your old radio is prohibited. (Detroit)
• It is illegal for a man to scowl at wife on Sunday. (Detroit)
• It is illegal to let your pig run free in Detroit unless it has a ring in its nose. According to history and animal husbandry, it prevents them from “rooting” in the ground for their food.
• Security guards at Joe Louise Arena will confiscate any item they feel might be thrown onto the ice. Furthermore, any person seen throwing an octopus onto the ice at a Red wings game will be taken to jail.
• No person shall throw an abandoned hoop skirt into any street or on any sidewalk, under penalty of a five-dollar fine for each offense. (Grand Haven)
• It is illegal to paint sparrows to sell them as parakeets. ( Haper Woods)
• It is against the law to serenade your girlfriend. ( Kalamazoo)
• All bathing suits must have been inspected by the head of police. (Rochester)
• Anyone can keep their cow on Main Street downtown at a cost of three cents per day. ( Wayland)
• There is a 10 cent bounty for each rat’s head brought into a town office.
• It is legal for a robber to file law suit, if he or she got hurt in your house.
• You may not swear in front of women and children.
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| How do you know that your in the X-mas sprit? |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
I was sitting at the light facing west located at Masonic and Little Mack getting ready to make a left hand turn. I was sitting there waiting to turn when I see a white Mercury pull up be hind me. (Now please be open minded about this picture I'm about to give you.)
White 4 door mid-size car, gray haired lady driving, thinning haired male riding next to her.
Reindeer horns sticking out of each front window about a foot and a half to two feet long, and fuzzy.
And a good 12 inches around red fuzzy ball connected to the grill.
This is what I see from my rear-view mirror.
It's the rolling white Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer.
No more X-mas for me till X-mas Day.
sarah- |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 9th, 2006|04:14 pm] |
women are from mars, and men have penises.
-gean simmoms-
i watched his show the other day on a&e, and was it so funny.
sarah |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|03:06 pm] |
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I love how New York got kicked in the ass again. Flav picked an other girl from the D. Hell yeah! |
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| just woundering |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|03:02 pm] |
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what happened to anna nicole smith's son? if anyone knows let me know. |
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| this made me cry |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|03:04 pm] |
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done!
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
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PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't
know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this
world due to cancer.
This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted
to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest,
since she never will.
She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married
and have a family of her own.
By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her
family a little hope, because with every name that this is sent to, The
American Cancer Society will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and
recovery plan. One guy sent this to 500 people! So I know that we can at
least send it to 5 or 6. It's not even your money, just your time! |
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| The Guys' Rules |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear "the rules "
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. These are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!
1. Men ARE not mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon Or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem See a doctor.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible , Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not! A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will Be scratched. We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear Is fine... Really .
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!
1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping. |
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| catching up |
[Jul. 19th, 2006|10:40 pm] |
i talked to a friend/once boyfriend today. made me think a lil. why did i make these bad choices in the past? i'm not saying this person was or is bad , but this person wasn't good for me. makes me wounder, if i was the same person i was 5 years ago today, would i be thinking this right now?
and the questions go on.....
and i stop to think, why am i thinking about this at all?
and the next thing i know it's gone. the once thought about question runs from my mind like a man in a new pair of running shoes.
why should i waste my time on the past when right now is great.
sarah |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|07:36 pm] |
nothing like fried chix on the 4th of july. no health food here. fireworks going on tonight at brads house. good times, good times.
sarah |
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